My hands and feet are still cold... Man, what did I do??

I think I just went through a HUGE risk. Did I already die? I'm not exactly sure...

It's funny that you would suddenly ask about it. I didn't see it coming at all, and I had no time to fabricate stories to make me look better. But then again, did I make the right choice by telling u about it?

It's really not easy to stay hopeful in life, huh. You can try so damn hard to struggle out of the quicksand pit, and yet hurdles and obstacles don't stop raining down on you like asteroids. They say optimism is the only ticket out of here... But is it actually?

我想, 从今以后, 我们彼此的心里都会有一点忌惮吧。