POP-ed today...

But I'm not very happy nor excited...

"Very few of you are going to command school. Most of you will be going to 4SIR as man to top up the population there," says my ps.

I was so full of hope weeks ago. If I can't get into command school, I seriously don't know what to do with my army life anymore...

Haiz.

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Where's my self-esteem gone to?? I'm having this weird, weird feeling... I think I need a mask...