It's been quite some time. Really quite some time... There were some indescribable feeling. It wasn't awkward like i expected. Or had i just overlooked it?

You didn't get to see what u left behind back then. It was a total mess. All the rearrangements i had to make, and all the useless adjustments that were supposed to help to make me feel better.

I hated u, i missed u, i blamed myself. All that lasted for a couple of years... Even now.

I had quite a list of things in mind that i wanted to ask and say to u, but at the end, i let it go. Was there a point? I thought not... Or was there really?

Why am i still being constricted by things that should have been gone so long ago?

Why are there always so much more questions and doubts than answers and affirmations?

Why did u still look, sound and feel like what u were, years ago?

I know u're having a good life now, at least better with the decision u've made. But i haven't defeated myself either; i still want u to know that i've changed. I'm no longer the guy u used to know...

But then again, is there a point?

Some things just need to be let out, need to be told. Else i can never rest.

The past was still beautiful, the present is great, and the future will remain hopeful. Do stay the same.

...



This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away (So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go